I’m really brokenhearted right now. I wish my life would just stop. And when I sleep, I won’t have to wake up anymore.
Today, I’ve lost someone I really love. In fact, she’s my true love. I know it’s my fault this time, and I really wish that I could bring back time. But that’s it. We’re through.. I miss the things we do together. I miss the way you hug me. I know that you know that I get very annoyed whenever you fart inside the car and you’ll lock the doors and all the windows, and then you’ll laugh. But you know what? I kinda miss that now. You know those moments when you would hit me for no reason, I don’t get upset. I’m just happy that you’re by my side. Those times, that we would watch a movie, then you’ll fall asleep, and I would just kiss you on the forehead. Times that when we’re eating and you would ignore me, and just keep playing with your phone. I don’t care. As long as were together. I want to cry. But I think this would be better for you. Maybe not for me. But I just wish the best for you. For me, I love you with all my heart. And you will stay there. Forever.
Dream dream dream…..
I want a simple life in the woods. Just me, my cat, and my lover. Simple 2-storey wood house. Wood flooring. Fireplace. A truck and a car. A garden. A porch. Tables outside. Barbeques for weekends. Tree with a swing and a log chair. A small swimming pool at the back. A peaceful town. A gas station, convenience store and hospital not so far. A large TV at the living room. A good component. A library. A large bed with many pillows. Stocks of vegetables and chocolates. Cat food. A fast computer with a large monitor. Phones and a fast internet, and I’m all good. I can live with that. I don’t need friends. I just love to watch movies. :)) #Dream